Losing.

I realized today that I might be loosing the one and only person I’ve always been the most close with; my brother.  We’ve clearly and understandably went in two different directions with our lives but we’ve always been there for each other.  He’s always been there for me when I need him and I’ve always been there for him.  Well, I thought so.  Hearing what I heard today from someones mouth other than his about killed me.  It’s not something he said, it’s what he didn’t say.  He knows I love him and am completely nonjudgmental about every aspect of his life.  I support him in all he does and encourage him to follow his dreams; so why did he feel he couldn’t confide in me when he was going through something difficult?  Maybe I need to take a step back and prioritize my life.  I put alot of focus on my career and my significant other, did I push my brother aside to far?  Does he feel like he CAN’T talk to me?  
Love This Kid.

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