I realized today that I might be loosing the one and only person I’ve always been the most close with; my brother. We’ve clearly and understandably went in two different directions with our lives but we’ve always been there for each other. He’s always been there for me when I need him and I’ve always been there for him. Well, I thought so. Hearing what I heard today from someones mouth other than his about killed me. It’s not something he said, it’s what he didn’t say. He knows I love him and am completely nonjudgmental about every aspect of his life. I support him in all he does and encourage him to follow his dreams; so why did he feel he couldn’t confide in me when he was going through something difficult? Maybe I need to take a step back and prioritize my life. I put alot of focus on my career and my significant other, did I push my brother aside to far? Does he feel like he CAN’T talk to me?
Love This Kid.