Today’s been a bad day. I’m not the most important person in anyone’s life. I’m not good enough, thin enough, pretty enough. Everyone says to do your best, be the best person you can be. Be compassionate, loving, caring, giving. You know what? Don’t do any of that shit because when you do, nothing and no one appreciates that kind of stuff. No one. Go ahead and try but you’ll get knocked down, stepped on, and loose every piece of self-esteem that you’ve ever had control of. I know I’m strong, dedicated, and loyal; I’ve pushed through more dark hallways than anyone ever should have but in the end was it worth it? Apparently not.