I should have left the house sooner than I did today. The snow was fresh and fallen. We didn’t get as much as was forecasted but that’s okay. I drove to one of my favorite spots in town; Campbell Park.
I haven’t “discovered” very many places yet but this is one of the first that I came across a few months ago. The last time I was there, we had a crisp blanket of snow but the ice wasn’t frozen over yet. It was probably one of my favorite photos that I had taken in quiet awhile. The sky was bright and blue, the water was shining. By clicking here, you’ll be able to see it on my other blog; A Working Title II.
I wanted to capture winter in Bemidji. We haven’t had much of a winter (not that I’m complaining) but there’s something about a winter scene that brings a sense of warmth and security. I’m calling this on “Nostalgia.”
I can definitely tell a full moon is in the air. I think I read earlier that it’s tomorrow or over the course of this evening. Whichever, it’s effecting people more than usual. Yesterday, it was so difficult to shine forth a positive attitude when everywhere you turn, you run into a wall of emotional distress by a being of the Y-chromosome.
Today is no easier. Don’t choke on your chips or anything but I actually got my ass out of bed and hit the gym today. I wanted to start off on a good note. Something clicked and I just did it. I felt groggy and gross and tired and stiff but I did it. Hold your applause because it’s only day one.
Other than that positivity, the rest of the day has been bizarre. I’m not as focused as I usually am. I’ve totally spaced on normal every day things and just about everything and everyone that I come in contact with today is either extra frustrating or I’m lacking a severe amount of patience.
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I went home on my lunch break fully intending on making some Shakeology and just relaxing for two minutes but as soon as I got there, I turned around and went back to work because I was so frustrated (for no reason at all). Instead of starting an argument out of thin air, I avoided it by turning around and leaving. And of course, now I feel bad about that.
I wish this damn moon would just pass so everyone’s swing dancing emotions can go back to normal including mine.
Update: I just read my horoscope of the day and it ironically reads as follows: You might want to defer any interaction with certain people. You often suppress your anger and it easily could be triggered. Unexpected demands at work or from others could send you into a tizzy. Treat yourself as a fragile object today. Tonight: Not to be found.